It's fine, the anger you sense isn't some emotional collapse you need to console me over. It's simple, there is an equation, it needs to be solved, willfully stupid people have mislead me about it, now that I've figured that out and corrected their mistakes, the deterioration of my brain with age may mean I am no longer smart enough to solve it, which will be the fault of those idiots who wasted my time in prior years when I was definitely capable of solving it. That is pretty much the end of any pretence of empathy I used to fake for people who are stupid. I'm ok because I'll solve it. So given that, my mind is at peace. If I don't solve it, then there will be war. Quite simple.