I was 26.
I remember watching it at home. We got dealt an absolute footballing lesson in the first half, Milan were tearing us apart, humiliating us, it was men vs boys type stuff.
Halftime came, and I went for a smoke feeling utterly gutted. But it had been such a journey getting there - nearly down and out in the group stages until Stevie G's "Oh ya beauty!" goal, the implausibility of beating Juve, but Lil Luis' wondergoal sealing the deal, the 'ghost goal' against Chelsea in the semis (another implausible victory) - even though my brain told me it was over, deep down there was a little part of me that said "but just imagine - imagine - if we pull this back, it's gonna go down as the greatest comeback in history!"
Stevie pulls one back, and gees up the crowd (who were fantastic by the way, the YNWA at halftime was nothing short of amazing) and suddenly you're going "Hello! Wait a minute..." - and it wasn't a minute, but six. The six crazy minutes that changed everything.
When Vladdy Smicer pops up on the edge of the box and puts it in the bottom corner, that's when I started to believe. He may have been Czech, and great, and Paddy Berger's mate, but Vlad was one of those players that never seemed to quite realise his potential with us. Other players regularly said he was one of the most skillful on the training ground, but it never seemed to translate into results on the pitch. But that glorious bastard sent it home from 20 yards out, and it was at that point that my brain went "We're fucking winning this!"
The double save from Dudek just cemented it. By then, I'm going "There is no fucking way we are losing this, this is OUR night!"
It came to the penalties, and I'm screaming at the telly, I'm telling Jerzy to channel Brucie, do the crazy legs, DO THE CRAZY LEGS!!
AND HE DID THE FUCKING CRAZY LEGS!!!
I lost my shit. So did Sheva. We won the fucking cup, I couldn't believe it, I was literally shaking with the adrenaline, it felt like I was on drugs or something, except better than drugs cos there was no comedown.
What a night. What a club.
I remember I'd been having a bit of banter with my boss at work at the time. I think we'd had a little bet on it beforehand. The next day I came in whistling YNWA all casual like, and he grinned and ponied up