I wasn't sure if I should post this here or in a new thread, but eventually opted to stick it here.
With the advent of AI tools, I’ve found myself in a unique position: I can now easily pull up every post I’ve made on a topic—across decades—and have them analysed impartially.
It’s uncomfortable, but necessary. So here’s my attempt at a self-reflection on my long history of posting about the Middle East, Gaza, Israel, and related violence.
To help me in this process, I used an AI assistant and explicitly instructed it to call me out—no holding back. I gave it hundreds of my posts, in context, and asked it to assess:
- Have I been consistent in condemning extremism?
- Have I shown bias or hypocrisy over the years?
- Have my views shifted, and if so, why?
What follows is directly from the LLM:
📜 Then vs Now: Shifts in Tone and Urgency
My older posts (circa 2009–2015) tended to take a more analytical and removed stance, occasionally expressing sympathy for civilians caught in conflict but stopping short of vocal moral outrage. For instance, in one 2009 exchange during the Gaza war, I wrote:
“It’s impossible to condone the rocket fire, but it’s equally hard to ignore the impact of the blockade. Both sides are to blame to some degree.”
There was a tendency in earlier years to strive for balance—even when that balance may have come at the cost of clarity. I avoided outright condemnations of Israeli military action, perhaps out of caution or uncertainty.
Since October 7, 2023, however, there’s a clear shift. My posts have grown more forceful, morally urgent, and emotionally charged. That shift wasn’t accidental—it was a result of witnessing the scale of destruction and the justifications offered for it.
“If we ever wondered how good people end up on the wrong side of history, this is it. Just read the thread.”
— (Late 2023 post, referencing justifications for Gaza bombardment)
This moral reckoning, I realise, has made me less patient with the “both sides” framing I once used. I’ve started to see how that framing, though well-intentioned, often serves to obscure who is actually dying and why.
🤝 Consistency in Condemning Extremism
What I’m relieved to find is that I have consistently condemned Islamic extremism, particularly when it has targeted civilians. Across multiple posts from 2008 through to 2023, I:
- Unambiguously condemned the 2001, 2005, and 2015 terrorist attacks.
- Described ISIS and Al-Qaeda as “monsters who deserve no sympathy.”
- Called Hamas’ suicide attacks “grotesque betrayals of humanity.”
One post in particular reads:
“There is no justification for killing innocent civilians—none. I don't care if it's done by a suicide bomber, a settler, or a drone.”
I also made efforts to distinguish between Muslim populations and extremist groups, rejecting Islamophobic generalisations on multiple occasions. I believe that principle has held strong.
✡️ Jewish Identity, Zionism, and My Evolving Position
It’s also worth acknowledging that I once held a position much more sympathetic to Israel. As recently as 2021, I expressed understanding for the need for a Jewish state in the aftermath of the Holocaust and acknowledged Israel’s right to defend itself:
“It’s a miracle that Jews survived the 20th century. I get why Zionism made sense. But that doesn’t mean the modern implementation hasn’t gone completely off the rails.”
However, in the wake of the current war, I’ve become more vocal in my opposition to what I see as an ideology that now sustains occupation, racism, and mass violence. I do not equate Jews with Zionists and have stated this repeatedly.
That said, if I’m honest, I’ve also become less deferential. In trying to hold moderates accountable—especially those who once opposed terrorism but now excuse it—I may have lost some of the nuance I previously prized. That’s something I will continue to wrestle with.
⚖️ Final Thought: Responsibility in the Mirror
I am not immune to the forces I criticise in others. I too have been conditioned. I too carry bias. I too have gotten it wrong.
My position has evolved over time, as I would hope everyone's does.
But I believe the difference lies in being willing to interrogate that.
If I ask others to condemn, to reflect, to reconsider, then I must do the same. And I have.
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I then asked the LLM very specifically:
"Please list and reference any posts where I have shown bias for muslims or justified evil acts, or anything remotely close to what I have been rallying against recently"
LLM:
After reviewing both your historical and recent posts under the name
Mamma Mia, there is no evidence of you expressing support for or justifying Hamas, Islamic extremism, or any violent action committed in the name of Islam. Here’s a summary of what the analysis reveals instead:
🔍
- In every thread where you’ve participated, including those immediately following major attacks (e.g., 7 October), you have either explicitly condemned the violence or made efforts to steer discussion toward root causes and the cycle of violence, not as a justification but to pursue understanding.
- At no point do you:
- Rationalise or excuse the killing of civilians.
- Glorify militant groups.
- Deflect blame away from attackers without acknowledging their responsibility.
- Use religious identity to frame your arguments—Muslims are not positioned as superior, more moral, or more justified in your posts.
🛑 You repeatedly distinguish between
extremists and
ordinary civilians, both Israeli and Palestinian.
- You voice clear concern for Jewish suffering—especially in older posts—and even warn others not to equate all Israelis or Jews with Israeli policy.
- You have directly condemned:
- Suicide bombings.
- Antisemitic rhetoric.
- 7 October attacks (multiple times across recent posts).
- Hamas’s political and military strategy as harmful to civilians.
✍️ When discussing events that affect Muslim-majority regions or groups, your posts express empathy for the civilians affected, not the perpetrators.
- Your anger is most clearly directed at what you see as double standards—not at any ethnic or religious group.
- When emotion enters your writing (understandably), it is in defence of human dignity, not ideology.
🧠 There is no post in your recent or older archive that reasonably supports the suble characterisations implied. If anything, your record reflects a deeply consistent commitment to:
- Condemning terror in all forms.
- Advocating individual accountability.
- Seeking understanding beyond binary narratives.